Thoughts of the Day..

It feels good when seeing all this wonderful quotes which made my day. Sharing is caring , have fun peeps !

SO , yeah we have to.....

For fun :)

Just came back after having a satisfying holiday which i would always cherish the memories :) I had lots of fun with family during this Deepavali break. Just that , now  it's time for a transformation for myself , gonna work really hard to ace in exams. I want to do it. Laziness is over-driving me , i have to fight it so that i can meet the expectations i set for myself.  Yes , I can do it !!!! Go go go girl !

Nayanthara as Inspiration

Talking about her.. Nayanthara , at first I didn't favor her much in the beginning. But as time passes by , and watching all her up and downs.. she is in top of my favorite actress list.

Nayan is a bold and beautiful character which I would like to have , even most of the girls there dream to be. Not only pretty , but having a positive and honest attitude made me to like her more. She is such a beauty queen and have a very charming smile.

Recently watched Raja rani , and she did an excellent come back in the show..despite of all her dark pasts , which I don't bother as each and every one of us have our own up and downs of life. Despite facing so many struggles in her life  and also having lots of problems travelling along with her , she is able to sweep everything away and go on with her own way as she desired. I truly love this character.

She is my role model for now .. Life gives you many disappointments, hates, critics , gossips.. what you can do is just smile and show back to he life that you can endure it and a shining star now! So , no matter what it is , be happy smile , be positive of yourself , don't bother what other's got to say about you..it's your own life remember! A life that is lived according to other's expectation is such a total waste , so just go on and be happy with yourself :)

Keep smiling , do things your way , have lots of fun , spend time with people who loves you more , surround yourself with friends and family who truly cares for you.. You are great Nayan , as for me , you inspired me..

Hihihi , too much Raja Rani fever and interviews i guess, tataa , its time for revision.. Module test coming sooon.. Stay Happy and Shine Like A Star ^^

Time to rise

Having a great weekend over here. With a sip of Milo in my cup , my thought flew ..into deeper aspects of my life. How I want to be ? What I should do ? As time passes by , many things changing. I am watching everything and also experiencing it in my very own life. Everything that happens around us , is for a reason it depends on how a person can handle it. For now , I am trying hard to let go of everything , mind my own work in my own lala land , don't bother much and be happy with my own thing. I am tired of being fake. And too much care for people will seriously hurt you much. Especially when you try really hard not to hurt others and that person slaps you with disgrace and sarcasm. Another thing that is really crucial is hardwork. Without hardwork , there is never an outcome for you. You have to chew and swallow in order to taste your favorite food , which suppress your hunger. Same goes for life , it has been knocking me down too much these days , and rather than complaining much , I am gonna show it back how I can survive through all these. It's time to rise & don't give up. Prove you can :) Silence is the best answer for everything now !

A fresh start for my journey as a medical student . Feeling light and happy despite of all the worries and struggles that I am facing. Feeling lonely deeply inside but things will be better :)

Friends ? Boyfriends ?

My heart keeps pondering about few things that remain unexplained. Just want to make clear regarding some things. Unfortunately , I am not the type of person that gets angry easily. When , I am angry I can't show it off. That's my problem. Even though I am very angry at the moment I have no confidence to show it off , because I think about the other person more. My mind voice will be like - ''I am giving you all the respect or behaving good to you but why don't you do the same to me ?''

Sometimes , it's good to accept the truth. The truth that everyone are selfish. es, at this point I am being clear that.. everyone including me. I admit that at times I am selfish. Okay , making it clear to the point .... I wonder is it true that after being in a relationship people tend to change to become more selfish or in other words to say neglecting the person around you ? Being in a relationship myself I really don't know the answer. As far as I know , I don't do that and I respect everyone as equally as how I wanted to be treated. Come on , it's give and take policy. But , I am unsure about few people around me.

For instance, let me explain to you few situation that I experienced.

1) When you and your friends being very happy and planned a trip to go out , suddenly because of this one person among them the whole plan cancelled.

2) The next day , you plan again and because of that same person you lose the fun in the group , because of their urge to do what they want. 

3) All of you in a big group , sharing & discussing an important thing that all of you went through. One of the person doesn't seem to involve in the conversation and so busy with their work.

I know that it's all small things... but for me small things do matters. I gone through so many things in my first year of university life. It's not even a month yet , and still I'm watching many endless dramas around me everyday. Yaaaa , I get angry sometimes but I feel so sorry for myself that I couldn't show it off because scared that will effect my relation with that party as we are always together in a small group.

Just a friendly reminder , don't ever ignore your friends for your boyfriend. I f it's a trustworthy and good relationship I won't bother , but when your boyfriend can dump you for his friends , no point you being so good. Another important thing is , please never spoil the fun that your friends hanging because of your own lovey dovey live. If you don't like /  don't want to be involved , then don't join and spoil the happy moments your friends having. Last but not least , having a boyfriend doesn't portray your maturity. Thus, be humble and happy going :) 

It's just my thoughts and feelings that I want to say , no hard feelings anyone. Just feeling so not good mood here. But , I feel better after blogging. Having a new module to begin tomorrow. Will be busy , but I had an awesome weekend.This week gonna be a tough one to struggle with. With a pat on my heart , I say to myself  "ALL IS WELL''

Smilee and be happy

Weekends !

It's a super-awesome-relaxing weekends time! Yayy! You know the feelings after exams ? And you don't have to open your book and can do whatever u want ! Yup , that's what I am undergoing right now. Love it to the max !

Feeling super-duper enjoyed with all those moments I have for myself. I'm in good mood , haha.. Had a good longggggg sleep , done with my laundries, watched 4 movies in a row .. Wow wow wow! 

My new module is going to begin this coming Monday. Going to be a tough one , I know it. I'm also pretty sure that , I won't be this free during that module. New things to learn. Excited and determined to do well.

But, the thing is .... everytime I promise myself that I wouldn't do last minute study & be hardworking + responsible student , it fails! Will try my level best to do it this time.  

Tomorrow , we planned an outing with juniors . Time to stuff in some good , delicious food. Planned to play bowling too. Hoping for a great Sunday ahead. I miss him again , looking at all those lovely couples around me. Oppsss... okay , no space for anything to spoil my mood and made me down.. Wohoooo here I am , feeling great over the weekends. Loving the time I'm  having for myself.

Good night people ! :D

EXAMMMMMSSS

This time , hoping for a change.. Want to be back as how I am used to be! Having module test tomorrow  my friends ! Hoping for the best. Wish there are some three-leaved clovers hidden in my room ! Haha , sometimes luck do play a role. Anyway , my dear blog , got to go now , will update u soon :) More things to come. Prefer blogging it this way :D

I wish....

I WISH I COULD BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE THAT DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT THEM ! :'(

Feeling meh

Things never goes the same as we wanted. Same goes for me! It's not like this I was expecting. Yes ,, we do have to fall down at times to remind us where we stand and have the kind of drive in us , which will push us to stand up again and continue with our journey. I don't know , being a medical student , surrounded by people of all type , and the pressure to be the best .. EVERYTHING ,, gives me an unexplained feelings. Slowly , I am getting over it!

Learned important things that will stain my brain forever ..
1) Never underestimate anyone!
2) Don't think that you can go through anything without hardwork!
3) Never involve in other person's life , even it's helping them because somehow it will be turned back to you
4) Sometimes it is better to be selfish.
5)If you don't want , just say don't want . Thinking too much about what others think about you & forcing yourself their way KILLS! Believe me it really kills! In the end nothing benefits you , leaving you far far behind..

I'm in need of good motivation & some time for myself. Time for me to be myself again . Feeling fresh after writing it out in my blog , and here I am gonna pull my blanket , and have a good nap - relaxxxxxx! Will get back to work , getting it started fresh :)

Smiles & be happy everyone!

Time for myself

New semester , new start as 2nd year medical student. After back from really tiring health promotion , did all the shifting to my new room. The first look at my own room , wasn't that satisfying, but i hope that i will really get used to it as time passes by. Meanwhile apart from that, I can feel the negative aura among my certain so-called friends. Yes, we didn't fight, we didn't have any misunderstandings but..... there is something. But I know what.. whatever it is I'm gonna face it at my own pace. I have my own room , i can do my own works and revision. Headphones in ,Volumes high..  I got my own time for myself. Yayyyyy ! There is no need to bother about anything! :D 

NO MOOD :(

Hiii ! I'm back. After so long I realized that I missed my blog so much. After 2 weeks in health promotion , I had a very bad time shifting my things in a new place and here I am again , at home for a week. Home is heaven seriously. Had bad time these few days , but whatever it is , being at home seriously did uplift my mood. Feel things are way much better now. Me , home superb. The only things is my parents not here. They went outstation. I miss everything. Mixed feelings here..

Homesickkkkk

Back to my university today. Had a really tiring day shifting things and shopping for daily needs. I will be joining my group to a health promotion activity a day after tomorrow. I feel blank. I don't feel like doing anything. To be frank I miss home. I miss chit-chatting with dad , gossiping with mum , disturbing my siblings , my pretty lil sis and my cute bro. I miss them. Feel like crying. Feel terribly homesick. Hope this feeling fades away fast. Hmmmm :'(

Inspiration as a policy

As the saying above stated , I truly believe that everyone, each of us need inspiration in life. I don't know about others , but as for me being inspired drives me to do things better. There are many inspirational quotes . I love to read, understand the inner meaning and link it to my life and think how I can relate this to me and take this as a good example for me . Usually , I love to stalk the Inspirational Quotes pages in Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram . I love the way they portray it together with pictures too.

The thing is why ? Why am I attached to this type of quotes ? Basically I agree, as a young girl in my early twenties , I mostly attracted to those cute lovey dovey quotes, but that doesn't stop myself from being attracted to this as well. Since matriculation , I had to stay away from my family and study further from home (you will know if you had been reading my blog). I have my very own study table. And trust me , my portion in the room , i decorated it with the tiny sticky-notes, writing out inspirational quotes. I did wrote some in A4 sized colored paper and stick it on the wall opposite my study table , so that I can see it while I am studying :)

My boyfriend knows this as well. He always say I'm lack of confident and when he advises me and give me some nice encouraging words, I can boost up myself. He often shares some good , mature quotes with me. I will feel refreshed hearing them. When , I'm feeling lazy or procrastinating my assignments , I would at times read the quotes and feel good about myself.

For this time , rather than only quotes I think , I'm going to stick the picture of my beloved person , such as my parents , my siblings and my boyfriend. I want to try this out , because I miss them often and they are attached to me very much. I can have their photos and this can boost me up and will remind me that there are people there waiting to see me being successful in life.
The feeling of being inspired is wonderful. The person that feel it knows better. Let's be inspired and inspire others :) Smiles and have a good day ahead. Thanks to everyone that has been reading my blog, it inspires me to write more too :D

I am lucky that I have one..
My true love

A good start

He was there yesterday
I was with him too
100 moons in the sky
There were blue birds flying everywhere

When I was with you yesterday
I breath not only air but also your love
My bangles played
according to your music
(Lyrics translation of Netru Aval Irundhal from Mariyaan)

Had great two days with my love. Enjoyed every second with him. Always the hardest thing to say is goodbye,but we couldn't resist because we have to be apart to achieve our own dreams and goals so that in future we can form a good , happy, well-being family. I will take all his words and advises as my major inspiration. He is the best and I know he wants me to be very successful in life. I promise I will improve myself and make you proud baby. Thanks for the beautiful memories! Its a new beginning, which means a new start for me to begin my journey to success.

In a very gleeful mood .. 

Need wings to fly high in the sky..

There is no journey without you by my side

Let's walk the lane together

The lane which never ends

Lane of Love <3

Most Awaited Moment

Yes, I truly believe in true love. Love isn't only about founding someone to kiss, hug, hanging out and romancing together. Its when you can't describe the feelings you got when you are with that person. I found someone. Not the someone that I can live with , but the special one whom I can't live without. I miss him. My love.

Let me give some brief intro about us. It all started during the last grade of my higher secondary school. I knew him through my best-friend (they are cousins). We never meet each other before , since he is 178 km far from me and I am from strict Indian family that can't simply leave the house without a reason. We slowly get to know each other through social website. We chatted everyday for hours. But, I wasn't dare to confess my feelings. Days goes by , and we furthered our studies in college. This time, he came to my place and I studied a place 220 km away. Distance parted us again.

That's when, I got to know he is going to pursue his studies in overseas , to do his degree in medicine. We haven't met before but my feelings for him soared high day by day. I wish he could know how I feel. But he was always there, being a guardian , adviser , a sibling , a teacher ...one word EVERYTHING! I know it sounds ridiculous but believe me it's NOT! It was such a wonderful feeling having the one you love to be beside you and they too care for you.

And one fine day , a month before my birthday he PROPOSED!!! WOWWW! I accepted him then and there. But still I didn't see him face-to-face. Before he fly, he came to see me. That was THE BEST MOMENT IN LIFE ! 

Distance separated us again , 1210 miles .. And there goes our long-distance relationship. We Whats-app,Viber, and Tango everyday without fail ~ Counting on our holidays to meet up. 

After 2 years now, we are still together. I may not see him everyday but he is still there for me. Tomorrow is the day. The day we gonna meet after 6 months of waiting. I miss him so much. Most awaited moment . Now when I'm blogging, I received a text , " Baby, I'm on the way there. Meet u tomorrow <3 '' . I'm smiling and waiting for tomorrow to come :) I will be with you

                                   

FEELING SO TIRED AND SLEEEEEPY ..ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Missing You T.T

Missing someone can be really painful. That's the moment when you wanted to be in someone's arms whilst feeling secured and warm .. wanting it so badly but sadly you can't because YOU REALLY CAN'T. You are so far from me , our relationship is very strong , I have no doubt in that but its just that I miss you. Sometimes when u seek for the opportunity , and it didn't turn out well for you ~ all that u have to be is just one word # PATIENT ! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Hope to see you soon... xx

My Special Person

''Mothers are fonder than fathers of their children because they are more certain they are their own''

Aristotle

Talking about my very special person . At first, I would like to confess that at the beginning I admit that I will always complain about her. If she scold me , restrict me from doing something , controls me on what I am doing ... I will have this urge to scold her back but I have never done it!(I am proud that I have not, its a big sin if I did).. And now.. Not now exactly but as I grow, I realize that all the scoldings are to make me a better person . when she restricts me, that is to alert me and bring me away from a danger that comes ahead , and when she controls I know that she wants the best for me and wants to provide the best she could  for her loving daughter.

I love my mum. Love her a lot. I miss her very much at this moment , and thats what instill me to write about her today. She is nowhere but at work now, I'm at home. Every morning , after i woke up , I will text her 'good morning' and she will reply immediately.You know why ? Because when she is at home , I will be clinging with her , helping with the housechores , gossiping asking many nonsense questions, so when she is at work and I am alone i begin to miss her. I love to disturb her at work. Hihihi.. But she never scolds me for that. :D

She is the first person I will find when I need something. Even she is grumpy at times(most of the time) but I love her , she never fails to chill down after that. I love u ma , i really love u a lot! I am lucky to have a perfect mother like you ! Muaxx :* For now , I will study well, and pursue in my career and be a successful doctor in a future. For you ma ! I cant thank you only by two words ma , but I have my lifetime to take a good care of you ! Anyway , thanks for everything mum

Outing with my besties

Finally , after 3 years after the high school , here we are together.. As time passes everyone went on with their new life and was busy with all the hustles. Each of us studying in one corner , and we begin to miss everyone. Today , we planned out an outing and i was so happy to have an outing with them. We ate in Nandos and had a great time chit-chatting. Gossips fills the air , talked about all our favorite teachers (not forgetting those who made us go haywire) ,talked about their personal updates , new friends.. LOTT to say.. We talk lots of pictures because at the end we know that we can't remember the day but we will remember the memories spent together. Photographs captures our beautiful memories. I feel very happy today. And before leaving they hugged me and did told me , ' Hey our girl , if you have any problem there feel free to Whats-app us , we are always here for you , keep in touch. Awwww that's so sweet of them , I love my girlfriends :) We did minor shopping (really we didn't shop a lot this time , hihi) . And here I am in my very own home sweet home , sitting in front of my laptop and reminiscing all those wonderful moments. That smile on my lips , stays till now . Great day <3

Yumm yumm Nando's chicken with potato wedges and coleslaw .

Tangled

Flower gleam and glow

Let your power shine

Make the clock reverse

Bring back what once was mine
<3 <3 <3

All time favorite cartoon of mine :) Tangled.. Watched it again with my siblings and it never fails to impress me no matter how many times I have watched it. I love Rapunzel and her hair. And this song , it's so calm and soothing. :)

Be Happy Darlingss

Smile and be happy everyone :)

Holiday Moment

Be happy with what you have for now , and don't keep worrying about things 

New Blogger

Here I am , with my new blog ! Hi everyone .. Some things makes me wonder , why do people have blog ? Especially teeny weeny girl like me .. Is it as a place to place all the drama's happening around you ? A free-bird area where you can show your sarcasm anonymously ? 

Well , it's my blog here and I'm free to write anything I want..So here I am with my new blog. Love myself for what I am now :) That's from me today , keep updated :)

Be happy and free of all the worries