NO MOOD :(

Hiii ! I'm back. After so long I realized that I missed my blog so much. After 2 weeks in health promotion , I had a very bad time shifting my things in a new place and here I am again , at home for a week. Home is heaven seriously. Had bad time these few days , but whatever it is , being at home seriously did uplift my mood. Feel things are way much better now. Me , home superb. The only things is my parents not here. They went outstation. I miss everything. Mixed feelings here..

Homesickkkkk

Back to my university today. Had a really tiring day shifting things and shopping for daily needs. I will be joining my group to a health promotion activity a day after tomorrow. I feel blank. I don't feel like doing anything. To be frank I miss home. I miss chit-chatting with dad , gossiping with mum , disturbing my siblings , my pretty lil sis and my cute bro. I miss them. Feel like crying. Feel terribly homesick. Hope this feeling fades away fast. Hmmmm :'(

Inspiration as a policy

As the saying above stated , I truly believe that everyone, each of us need inspiration in life. I don't know about others , but as for me being inspired drives me to do things better. There are many inspirational quotes . I love to read, understand the inner meaning and link it to my life and think how I can relate this to me and take this as a good example for me . Usually , I love to stalk the Inspirational Quotes pages in Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram . I love the way they portray it together with pictures too.

The thing is why ? Why am I attached to this type of quotes ? Basically I agree, as a young girl in my early twenties , I mostly attracted to those cute lovey dovey quotes, but that doesn't stop myself from being attracted to this as well. Since matriculation , I had to stay away from my family and study further from home (you will know if you had been reading my blog). I have my very own study table. And trust me , my portion in the room , i decorated it with the tiny sticky-notes, writing out inspirational quotes. I did wrote some in A4 sized colored paper and stick it on the wall opposite my study table , so that I can see it while I am studying :)

My boyfriend knows this as well. He always say I'm lack of confident and when he advises me and give me some nice encouraging words, I can boost up myself. He often shares some good , mature quotes with me. I will feel refreshed hearing them. When , I'm feeling lazy or procrastinating my assignments , I would at times read the quotes and feel good about myself.

For this time , rather than only quotes I think , I'm going to stick the picture of my beloved person , such as my parents , my siblings and my boyfriend. I want to try this out , because I miss them often and they are attached to me very much. I can have their photos and this can boost me up and will remind me that there are people there waiting to see me being successful in life.
The feeling of being inspired is wonderful. The person that feel it knows better. Let's be inspired and inspire others :) Smiles and have a good day ahead. Thanks to everyone that has been reading my blog, it inspires me to write more too :D

I am lucky that I have one..
My true love

A good start

He was there yesterday
I was with him too
100 moons in the sky
There were blue birds flying everywhere

When I was with you yesterday
I breath not only air but also your love
My bangles played
according to your music
(Lyrics translation of Netru Aval Irundhal from Mariyaan)

Had great two days with my love. Enjoyed every second with him. Always the hardest thing to say is goodbye,but we couldn't resist because we have to be apart to achieve our own dreams and goals so that in future we can form a good , happy, well-being family. I will take all his words and advises as my major inspiration. He is the best and I know he wants me to be very successful in life. I promise I will improve myself and make you proud baby. Thanks for the beautiful memories! Its a new beginning, which means a new start for me to begin my journey to success.

In a very gleeful mood .. 

Need wings to fly high in the sky..

There is no journey without you by my side

Let's walk the lane together

The lane which never ends

Lane of Love <3

Most Awaited Moment

Yes, I truly believe in true love. Love isn't only about founding someone to kiss, hug, hanging out and romancing together. Its when you can't describe the feelings you got when you are with that person. I found someone. Not the someone that I can live with , but the special one whom I can't live without. I miss him. My love.

Let me give some brief intro about us. It all started during the last grade of my higher secondary school. I knew him through my best-friend (they are cousins). We never meet each other before , since he is 178 km far from me and I am from strict Indian family that can't simply leave the house without a reason. We slowly get to know each other through social website. We chatted everyday for hours. But, I wasn't dare to confess my feelings. Days goes by , and we furthered our studies in college. This time, he came to my place and I studied a place 220 km away. Distance parted us again.

That's when, I got to know he is going to pursue his studies in overseas , to do his degree in medicine. We haven't met before but my feelings for him soared high day by day. I wish he could know how I feel. But he was always there, being a guardian , adviser , a sibling , a teacher ...one word EVERYTHING! I know it sounds ridiculous but believe me it's NOT! It was such a wonderful feeling having the one you love to be beside you and they too care for you.

And one fine day , a month before my birthday he PROPOSED!!! WOWWW! I accepted him then and there. But still I didn't see him face-to-face. Before he fly, he came to see me. That was THE BEST MOMENT IN LIFE ! 

Distance separated us again , 1210 miles .. And there goes our long-distance relationship. We Whats-app,Viber, and Tango everyday without fail ~ Counting on our holidays to meet up. 

After 2 years now, we are still together. I may not see him everyday but he is still there for me. Tomorrow is the day. The day we gonna meet after 6 months of waiting. I miss him so much. Most awaited moment . Now when I'm blogging, I received a text , " Baby, I'm on the way there. Meet u tomorrow <3 '' . I'm smiling and waiting for tomorrow to come :) I will be with you

                                   

FEELING SO TIRED AND SLEEEEEPY ..ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Missing You T.T

Missing someone can be really painful. That's the moment when you wanted to be in someone's arms whilst feeling secured and warm .. wanting it so badly but sadly you can't because YOU REALLY CAN'T. You are so far from me , our relationship is very strong , I have no doubt in that but its just that I miss you. Sometimes when u seek for the opportunity , and it didn't turn out well for you ~ all that u have to be is just one word # PATIENT ! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! Hope to see you soon... xx

My Special Person

''Mothers are fonder than fathers of their children because they are more certain they are their own''

Aristotle

Talking about my very special person . At first, I would like to confess that at the beginning I admit that I will always complain about her. If she scold me , restrict me from doing something , controls me on what I am doing ... I will have this urge to scold her back but I have never done it!(I am proud that I have not, its a big sin if I did).. And now.. Not now exactly but as I grow, I realize that all the scoldings are to make me a better person . when she restricts me, that is to alert me and bring me away from a danger that comes ahead , and when she controls I know that she wants the best for me and wants to provide the best she could  for her loving daughter.

I love my mum. Love her a lot. I miss her very much at this moment , and thats what instill me to write about her today. She is nowhere but at work now, I'm at home. Every morning , after i woke up , I will text her 'good morning' and she will reply immediately.You know why ? Because when she is at home , I will be clinging with her , helping with the housechores , gossiping asking many nonsense questions, so when she is at work and I am alone i begin to miss her. I love to disturb her at work. Hihihi.. But she never scolds me for that. :D

She is the first person I will find when I need something. Even she is grumpy at times(most of the time) but I love her , she never fails to chill down after that. I love u ma , i really love u a lot! I am lucky to have a perfect mother like you ! Muaxx :* For now , I will study well, and pursue in my career and be a successful doctor in a future. For you ma ! I cant thank you only by two words ma , but I have my lifetime to take a good care of you ! Anyway , thanks for everything mum

Outing with my besties

Finally , after 3 years after the high school , here we are together.. As time passes everyone went on with their new life and was busy with all the hustles. Each of us studying in one corner , and we begin to miss everyone. Today , we planned out an outing and i was so happy to have an outing with them. We ate in Nandos and had a great time chit-chatting. Gossips fills the air , talked about all our favorite teachers (not forgetting those who made us go haywire) ,talked about their personal updates , new friends.. LOTT to say.. We talk lots of pictures because at the end we know that we can't remember the day but we will remember the memories spent together. Photographs captures our beautiful memories. I feel very happy today. And before leaving they hugged me and did told me , ' Hey our girl , if you have any problem there feel free to Whats-app us , we are always here for you , keep in touch. Awwww that's so sweet of them , I love my girlfriends :) We did minor shopping (really we didn't shop a lot this time , hihi) . And here I am in my very own home sweet home , sitting in front of my laptop and reminiscing all those wonderful moments. That smile on my lips , stays till now . Great day <3

Yumm yumm Nando's chicken with potato wedges and coleslaw .

Tangled

Flower gleam and glow

Let your power shine

Make the clock reverse

Bring back what once was mine
<3 <3 <3

All time favorite cartoon of mine :) Tangled.. Watched it again with my siblings and it never fails to impress me no matter how many times I have watched it. I love Rapunzel and her hair. And this song , it's so calm and soothing. :)