L.I.F.E

Found this very old blog of mine and I realized how fast time flew away... It's March 2016. I was blogging regarding the first year of my clinical life etc etc. But, did u know that, how much things have changed. I completed my third year of medical school with major three postings ; Medicine, Surgery , Obs&Gynae.. And the best part is I finished my Pro Exam as well. How great things have been. Another thing is, its true that my previous posts shows how teeny-weeny girls post stuffs complaining about their daily life.. Hahaha we all grow na? I have learned to be more mature and independent. Gone through break-up with him , became closer to family and things are totally different. Im currently in my 4th rotation of my 4th year. (Paeds) I have been waiting for this posting since the beginning of medical school. I would say 4th year is the most interesting year in medical school. Not about the honeymoon year part, trust me no honeymoon in Medicine! But, more interesting aspects to learn in this 4th year. Not to forget celebrating Deepavali all alone in Kudat, surviving with only MILO. hmmm :( How terrible.... But, hey I have gone through all that! not proud but i respect myself for going through lots of things. Having exam in about 2 weeks, after that going for family vacation to India. The last time I went was before entering medical school. Kinda excited and kinda not excited as well.. not a travelling type of person... I got so excited reading back my blog, some of my memories made me smile...Updating here and there so the future me can know , how I grew up, how I really am when i'm young , and i can evaluate myself to be better, Miss being the crazy me... Current mood : Must study, but feels like going for shopping....

heheheheeh byeeeeeeee :) lovessss

PAEDIATRICSSS!!!!

What life has been doing to me ?? Just wink wink and be happy :))

2015 ^_^

Okayyy .. Im back again.. So what's hot for today ?
 Ermmm.. It's another day ? Not really and not an ordinary day.. It's New Year!
Sometimes I do wonder how the time could past by so fast.. It's like just yesterday or last week or maybe last month I had this conversation with my family , had a good meal over a joke with my friends , went for a shopping alone to treat myself.. But , things have moved on and the saying , " Time waits for no man (in my case it doesn't waits for me) ....I'm not gonna repeat the same mantra again...About how bad was 2014 , how much I hate it.. Since it's 2015 ,, I want to look things from the positive side..
Rather than saying a bad year has passed , I would say no matter how much I grow up , 2014 would be always a significant year and will be one of the important year in my life.. Yes it's the year I turned 21 :) Went through lots of downs than ups.. But I shouldn't forget how much the ups had heal me.. Im glad that things happened that way because I have come to know , those who really cares , those who acts like they care , those who cares for reason and not forgetting those who doesn't care at all.. This year had leave me to the path which I have no map on , or a route or a guide.. It just snatched away my guides and now it's up to me how am i going to go through it..
I learnt to be independent and definitely loving it.. Wish I can improve more on this aspect in this year..
First year in clinical s as a medical student.. and at first it was challenging and took quite a time for me to adapt into it.. Passed my first posting successfully , and now in my second posting.. God please bless me! Looking forward to be more stern, to be more confident.. CONFIDENT.. This one thing is playing around my life.. I'm trying but.. Erm... okay will do my best.. Okay gtg now.. for nothing I feel so moody and grumpy,,, having fun with my own company for this new year.... :D Happy New Year everyone!

Drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past. Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go.

When life gives you lemons ....

Hi everyone, it's been a while since i blogged .. After a long time , here I am , on a rainy day , had a good yummy lunch and now lying with my laptop + teddy + blanket on my bed... HEAVEN..

Talking about the title , 'When life gives you lemons" , yeah recently been seeing too many post regarding it , so i decided to put it as title.. yes my previous post was talking about bad luck that struck me on 2014... hmmm , It's a great transformation year I would say , too many changes in my life , the closed ones left , those who left came , and new ones stick along and became closer..Yes , i do miss those times , but I feel all this changes are for a reason : To mold me into a better cookie - the best cookie perhaps :)

Life threw me a huge pile of lemon in a period , and I had to withstand all of it , and i know there is more to come ... Being a 3rd year in medical school , entering clinical years aint easy.. Struggling & i have a determination to be a really good & competent doctor for the future .. It's time for me to love myself and not to look for anything. I have this in mind , but whatever it is self-improvement is a must compared to others.. My plans :

1) To concentrate fully on studies for this one year and want to be in the viva distinction / dean's list.. My name should be there!!!

2) Ignore what others has to say about you , stop going behind more fun and try to be serious.

3) Set a goal for each day and never settle for any reasons , manage the time wisely and do what you should do.

4) Love yourself & stay confident , give your full commitment and hard-work to things you do...

Putting up into words are easy , but to follow all this need a really good discipline , October 6 it is today , So it should be a great start ! To all those reading this genuinely and facing the same thing.. Let's do it together! Focus is the main goal for now.. Nothing comes easy naaa.. 

That's all for today ... :) 

ill-starred 2014 :(

Good things comes to those who waits ...Wish those good memories will return , It has been 14 days , and Im stucked do not know what to do ... Anyone there have been reading this ? Hmmm.. I wish.... Just to divert my mind into things , re-blogging... spent my 2014 full of tears ...trying to reach the muddy stones and twigs that has been branching out somewhere to take a step climbing up the cliff where i had fall from.. God is there , Please be with me.. Give me faith , Give me strength.. I need to endure this untold pain..

Mixy-pixy feelings .. Naah take this random quotes ... After a longg break , re-blogging :D wohoo haa

Ps:/ 'What other people think of me is none of my business' 

It's easy to say than doing it , practising it though :)

Thoughts of the Day..

It feels good when seeing all this wonderful quotes which made my day. Sharing is caring , have fun peeps !

SO , yeah we have to.....

For fun :)

Just came back after having a satisfying holiday which i would always cherish the memories :) I had lots of fun with family during this Deepavali break. Just that , now  it's time for a transformation for myself , gonna work really hard to ace in exams. I want to do it. Laziness is over-driving me , i have to fight it so that i can meet the expectations i set for myself.  Yes , I can do it !!!! Go go go girl !